Kratom Stories: Amy Wike from Kansas

Amy Wike is a mother of two from Kansas. She goes by @MonnieLV2019 on Twitter. Amy suffers from chronic pain due to severe stress on her back from working for several years in a beef processing plant. After being cut off by her doctors from conventional opioid pain medicine, she discovered kratom.

Amy devotes her space on social media to the #3E‘s: #Educate #Enlighten #Encourage. She wants people to understand the issues that Chronic Pain Patients (#CPP) have to deal with in trying to receive proper healthcare.

KratomScience: Thanks for taking the time out to do this interview.

Amy Wike: Thank you for asking.

KS: Can you describe the situation you’re in that led you to try kratom?

AW: Yeah. I started taking kratom in 2017. But my chronic pain started back in roughly 2005. I worked for a beef factory here in town for about seven years, and I started developing really bad lower back problems. I’m a very short person, very small stature, so wearing heavy equipment and throwing sides of beef wasn’t really something I should have been doing. I was working harder than I was supposed to be. After a couple of years I started telling the company I needed to go see a doctor, told them what was going on. Basically down the line it ended up I was seeing about a dozen doctors through the company. None of them had any idea what was going on. They did X-rays, they did MRIs, they did pretty much every kind of test you could think of and nobody had an answer for me.

So in 2006, that was when I ended up stopping working there because the pain got so bad. They told me, “There’s nothing we can do for you. So we’re gonna give you a settlement, send you on your way, and hope for the best.” It was basically their way of cleaning their hands of everything that was going on with me.

KS: So the problems continued after that?

AW: Oh yeah. They continued and got a lot worse. They still do today.

KS: So that led you to take prescription pain medication?

AW: That’s right.

KS: Did you have a problem getting access to pain meds? We had a period where doctors over-prescribed it. As a response to the opioid crisis it’s now being under-prescribed so people who really need pain meds can’t get them.

AW: It was kinda touch and go from about 2013 to the time I was cut off. They would reassess everybody who was on them. So any time you went into the doctor’s office you’d stay there for about an hour. You would have a consult with the company from New York City or Kansas City or somewhere like that to re-evaluate why you were on that medicine. And they would ask, “What’s the problem? Has it gotten worse? Are you taking more medication? Have you tried stopping the medication and tried something else?”

It was pretty simple. Everything that the doctors threw at me medicinally, therapeutically, or otherwise, I tried it. So it wasn’t like, “Give me the pills. I need them right now or I’m gonna die.” I went through physical therapy. I did walking – I walked two miles a day for a little over a year to make the pain stop. Then one day my doctor switched me, and she said, “Here I’m gonna give you this [pain medication], but I’m going to a different position, so you’re gonna go to a different doctor.” And the first day he [the new doctor] says I’m gonna piss-test you. And I told him it’s gonna come up, only one [pain medication] is gonna come up [positive]. He said, Well whatever happens, we’ll deal with it. And a week later I was told I was being tapered.

KS: Were they gonna put you on suboxone or something like that?

AW: See that was the thing, I’d never heard about that until this last year. I was taking methadone at the time, I don’t remember how many milligrams, and hydrocodone. They had pulled me back from morphine-extended release and percoset, two pretty high ones, to those two. The only one of those that really did anything for me was the hydrocodone. Methadone didn’t touch my pain.

KS: So when did you discover kratom?

AW: November 2017.

KS: Do you use it in place of pain medication?

AW: Yeah.

KS: Does kratom work as good as pain medication for you?

AW: In my opinion, it works a lot better. For me on the pain medication, I felt drugged up 90% of the time. Even when I was taking less than what I was prescribed. You take it, and your body feels like you’re under enormous weight.

The first time I took kratom I took about 3 or 4 grams in a glass of tea. An hour later, I was up walking around. I didn’t feel doped up. It was straight-up pain relief, and I was like Holy crap! This stuff works. I was completely dumbfounded. I didn’t expect it to work.

KS: So since then you’ve been only taking kratom, and you don’t need anything else?

AW: Yeah. I came completely off all my pain medication. I had been tapered by that time. I do dabble in a few other herbs – not marijuana – but there are several other herbs that I do take for mood, energy, and kind of a boost to help the kratom last a little bit longer.

KS: What are those herbs?

AW: There’s ashwagandha , horse chestnut, coriolus… turmeric is a potentiator of kratom. There’s a whole laundry list of things that you can go online and start looking up. A lot of the communities on Facebook and Twitter talk about them.

KS: Are there strains of kratom you prefer?

AW: That’s kind of a difficult one to answer. I’ve gone through several different vendors over the last two years. One vendor will have Red Indo and you get another vendor that will have the same Red Indo but they are a completely different color, different effects. So I think it really depends on how it was processed, how it was dried, and the time that was put into getting it to that state.

Some people can take a white strain and it gives them lots of energy and they can get stuff done. A white puts me to sleep within a few minutes.

“They don’t care about who’s committing suicide and why. They just want to pull the pills out of the hands so they can show that they’re flexing. I would love to meet anybody within the FDA or the CDC who has anyone in their family or loved ones who happen to suffer from chronic pain.”

KS: Have you had any side effects with kratom at all?

AW: Yeah I’ve had mild constipation. I’ve had dehydration because I did not take the “drink water” part seriously for the first month or so. I paid dearly for that. Migraines are no fun. I’ve had to come off of it before. To me it’s not really that bad. My doses aren’t so high up that if I come off of it my body goes into shock. That’s not the way it is for me. My pain returns, and I’ve realized this is why I take it. My pain is really still there and the kratom really does what it’s supposed to do. So I have to take breaks every couple months, but as far as withdrawal or anything like that goes, it’s honestly not that severe compared to coming off pain meds.

KS: When you had to come off pain meds, did you go through some bad withdrawals?

AW: Yeah, it was horrible. The best way to describe that is, imagine the worst hangover you’ve ever had. Imagine going down the highway at 50 mile an hour, jumping out of a car and just tumbling down the road. That’s how bad your body hurts coming off of any kind of opioid. It’s pretty bad coming off of those.

KS: Are you involved in kratom activism? Is there anything going on in Kansas with kratom laws?

AW: To my knowledge, knock on wood, it seems to be pretty quiet right now. Sheri Locascio lives about 40 miles North of me. She is really big activist. She goes out to the meetings. She was in Ohio. She’s really awesome at it. I’m better at doing the keyboard stuff, and talking through it like that. I’d like to be able to go to things like that and be active in it.

KS: Well it’s good that there’s nothing going on so far in Kansas.

AW: I’m praying, and if anything does come up, I’m gonna be right there to put my two cents’ worth in and talk to the people about it. Get them the education they need for it. Because there’s so much false information out there right now about it. People do really need to stop and read instead of just letting the FDA pull their strings.

KS: There’s a guy that you talk about on your Twitter feed, Andrew Kolodny. What is he doing to misinform the public about chronic pain and pain medication? There are a lot of misconceptions about chronic pain – that it’s all in your head, that it’s just addicts trying to get access to drugs. Explain why you disagree with them.

AW: He does not believe that chronic pain exists. He doesn’t think that people with chronic pain actually have chronic pain. Andrew Kolodny, Anna Lembke. Those two are both so close minded when it comes to the thought of someone being in pain all the time. For them, you get a headache, you take a Tylenol, you go to bed, and you’re fine. But with so many different kinds of chronic pain, autoimmune diseases, you get in a wreck, break your leg, something happens, and boom you’re stuck with chronic pain for the rest of your life. They don’t believe that actually exists. And when you go on Twitter and you type stuff in, all he has to do is block you or have his media people block you and he doesn’t have to listen to that. Both of those, Anna Lembke, Andrew Kolodny – they are not willing to listen to the fact that chronic pain exists and that there are millions of people who can successfully take opiates for years without becoming addicted to them and it does help them function daily. They are not willing to believe that.

KS: There’s a misconception that if someone takes any opiate they’ll automatically end up in the gutter with a needle sticking out of their arm. In fact most people who take any drug don’t become addicted to it. Do you think addiction is based on a mentality rather than the drug? And what’s the difference between a chronic pain patient who takes opiates and an addict?

AW: The biggest difference is, unless an addict has chronic pain, they won’t be able to put that needle down because they’re expecting that rush every single time. And when they don’t get it, they’re gonna go to a higher dose or a worse drug that does produce that. When it comes to a chronic pain patient, they come off of whatever it is that’s stopping their pain, their pain returns. Now people need to realize, that’s not the pain from withdrawal from the drug. That is the pain that they deal with every single day no matter what happens.

The one thing I want to add about myself is, addiction runs through my family. My mom and dad were both addicted to alcohol, not drugs. But I was able to successfully come off opiates after 10 years. Didn’t even think about it, I just thought, OK I’ve got to figure out a way to get this pain to stop. I stopped the pain pills, I went straight to kratom. I did not look back. I didn’t go out to the street and try to find someone who could get me something stronger. Because I knew that was not gonna be a good thing for me. So, I have it in my genes, in my genetic pool to be addicted to pretty much anything. But I made a choice, and it doesn’t make me any better or worse than anybody else out there, that I was gonna treat my chronic pain this way and be more productive about it. Addiction and dependence are two completely different things. Your body becomes dependent on the medication but you don’t necessarily want to have to have it, but you want and need that pain relief. Addicts don’t care, they just wanna feel that rush. I’ve known a lot of those too. It’s hard to say that without making them think I’m bashing them, because I’m really not.

KS: Why do you think they want to under-prescribe opiates now? Is the CDC or the FDA just cracking down on doctors?

AW: Right now I think it’s a suicide thing. I’m not trying to say they’re gonna kill us all. They want to take pills away from certain people who need them to survive day to day. They want to see who can handle it the best. If you take pills away from a hundred people, how many of those people are gonna go out and find something stronger? How many of those people are going to suffer through their pain and deal with it? And how many people are going to say, To hell with it, I’m done, I’m gonna blow my head off? They don’t care about who’s committing suicide and why. They just want to pull the pills out of the hands so they can show that they’re flexing. I would love to meet anybody within the FDA or the CDC who has anyone in their family or loved ones who happens to suffer from chronic pain.

KS: It’s kinda horrifying. And when you said “flexing” that reminded me of the ongoing attempt to ban flavored vapes. Scott Gottlieb was interviewed on CNBC and said in the same breath that flavored vapes needed to be banned, but in the places with bans, teenagers are now obtaining them illegally. So the ban created the black market. It seems things are safer when they’re out in the open. Do you support kratom regulation?

AW: Yes, absolutely. Most head shops, gas stations, backwater stuff like that.. I’ve bought from those before. I think I spent $40 on 30 capsules, and it said that it was “green maeng da”. So I took those, because I had no other way to get my kratom [at that time], but I just didn’t get as much out of it.

When finding a vendor, do your research. Make sure you know exactly when that company started, what their record is, what their lab results are, know that you can trust them. Talk to people online who you know are real, not bots. The more we allow adulterated crap, dirty stuff to get out there, the worse it’s gonna be for this community. We have got to keep this stuff pure and we’ve got to keep the people safe. I do firmly believe in that.

KS: It’d be nice if we had an FDA that did that job for the public instead of working for whoever is currently paying them money.

AW: Scott Gottlieb has a big mouth. I don’t like his opinions on kratom and I don’t like his opinions on vaping because he’s just there for the money. They kicked him out of the FDA so now he’s gonna go work for a private company…

KS: He’s on the board of Pfizer now, the drug company. All that stuff we were saying must have been a big conspiracy theory. He goes right to big pharma.

AW: Yeah let’s show the people that they’re right. And he knows exactly how many people’s lives he’s messing with.

KS: I don’t know how he sleeps at night.

AW: He doesn’t have a soul. It’s not hard to sleep at night when you have no soul.

KS: Right.

AW: If you’re in it for the money, you don’t care about who dies and who lives.


42 thoughts on “Kratom Stories: Amy Wike from Kansas”

  1. I also have chronic cervical spine pain. I’m an RN and have been living in chronic pain for 5 years. I waited a year to even ask for pain medication d/t stigma and the BS from docs, etc. I took 2, 7.5mg tablets a day. I weaned myself off before the doc could “cut” me off. I started using Kratom. I’ve now been on kratom for almost 2 years with constipation as the ONLY side effect. So, I take a mild laxative each night before bed. I drink a lot of water also. I want to die daily due to this pain..Kratom allows me to shower, make my bed and small meals daily. Without kratom I would not continue living in this body that has stolen my life/joy of life. I still have pain daily BUT kratom allows me to do the basics daily. I fear at 50 yrs old I will need a care giver IF they take kratom away.
    PS: Norco did not relieve all the pain either. But it allowed me to perform my basic ADL’s. Praying for us all.

  2. I have my own amazing kratom story! It’s just like everyone else’s but it’s my own…kratom had saved my life. My pain level is at a level 3 most days; which for me was unheard of, and my pain level never dipped under an 8. (Using the famous doctor’s pain scale from 1-10) I have a life now…i never thought that would be possible. I went from…I’m never gonna walk again to hiking in the woods. Not even opiate pain meds did that for me. Opiates just made me not care i was in pain, it never took away the pain!

  3. Kratom should be considered a blessing and not just for people who suffer from chronic pain, but for doctors, FDA, and everyone who knows someone who has to take opiate pain medication regularly. I mean here’s something that actually works and has little to NO DANGEROUS side affects. And to those who say it can also kill you, make you rob a convenience store, steal from friends/loved ones, or whatever their scare tactics are have NO IDEA what they are talking about. 100 times safer than any prescription narcotic. I know personally. Unfortunately having to take prescribed opiates for literally everyday for four years discovering Kratom was a blessing. No one, who truly is in chronic pain, likes having to take pain meds. There is nothing fun about it for us. But for real everyday pain there isn’t much of an option. I heard about Kratom, I tried it, it worked! And with NO feeling of complete mind numbness you can get with pain meds. Your mind and thought process are in completely intact. You can focus, concentrate, and live out a clear day. With one huge difference, NO PAIN!!! Or on a bad day less pain than usual!!! I’ll NEVER understand why there are those determined to see Kratom made illegal. So keep opiates legal with script, which kills daily, but make something 100 times more safe and highly effective on battling pain illegal. I’ll NEVER understand that!!!!!!

  4. Absolutely Alcohol kills so much more. Try to get help they lock you up in a mental insitution. Kratum has saved my son so those against its all natural better start taking all natural organics out of everywhere. I am an addict in recovery and my son has s broke back i would rather him on kratum than anything else. We better give up food and dugar its addicting. Kratum helps people everyone else take a back seat let the ones in pain and hurting get natural relief. There are even more worse things out there i know.

  5. I was on pain pills for years for chronic pain . Then I tried kratom. It helps my pain so I can work . Kratom is a blessing . They want it banned because the big pharmacy industry can’t make any money if people are turning to kratom . It’s all about big money . Help keep kratom available . For people who need it .

  6. I agree with all the positive reaction to Keaton. My knee got busted up 4 years ago. Was on a variety of opioids for 1 1/2 years. High and not my true self during that time. Couldn’t get any more so heard about and researched kratom. Gave it a try and for almost 2 years now have been able to function and deal with the chronic knee pain thanks to kratom. It does take the pain away enough so that I can work and get on with my life without the opioid high. There is a slight euphoric feeling that goes along with it but nothing like the up and down high u get on opioids. Hopefully the Gov doesn’t fold under big pharma money and ban it. It is the only way I can function until I get enough money for knee replacement.

  7. Kratom has helped me manage my pains from working a very physically demanding job. Pipeline construction in the mountains. I’m able to keep tense muscles from hobbling me, and I’m able to go to the gym after work and have energy from the white strain along with pain relief. It has kept made it where I don’t take nsaids that caused my stomach to require acid blockers which then interfere with B vitamin absorption that can cause heart issues. I take white at work and before the gym and red before bed.. such a great help to bring my health back

  8. I can tell you that kratom has save me and several other people I know lives and not to mention our jobs and money from a opioid addiction and I have had no side effects or withdraws from coming off of the kratom so and I have a addictive personality and couldn’t be more grateful for this to of came into my life when it did..

  9. My son was using kratom to help with all the things that I read about. When we found him blue and unresponsive one morning we were in for the worst time of our lives. The medical examiner tested for everything and couldn’t figure out why a 26 year old would just die in his sleep. He finally tested for kratom and found an elevated amount in his system. He had NOTHING else in his system. I am not here saying that kratom should be banned, but there should be more research done on it and not let it be readily available in any dose you want.

    1. So sorry for your loss, i tend to believe that Medical Examimers don’t really test for EVERYTHING although they will have you believe that. In my opinion it wasnt the Kratom maybe it was genitics it could have been a thousand other things to single one out is by all means narrow minded
      Shame on the messenger the Examiner.God Bless you

    2. Thats pardon my French BS you cannot take enough Kratom to turn blue and quit breathing,you should really get a second opinion, it’s people like Ike you that give Kratom a bad name, do your homework Kratom does not kill

  10. Iam a small lady also and have about six pages of stuff wrong with my back. The guy that did my MRI was shocked I can walk. But I have pain. Many women have fibromialgae pain. I also suffer from PTSD.. I lived with no medicine just exersize therapy keeps me moving but with pain. When I learned of Kratom I like the Red Vein Indo helped me the best. I could handle stress and was pain free doing other exersize like low impact aerial yoga loved it. But now I have been cut off. Back in the same boat. This is not a addictive substance. Indiana is the worst State. We only recently are able to buy Cbd oil in the stores. My cousin has bad seizures and is now seizure free with Cbd even has a drivers license now. Has a life and they have taken away quality of life. I have a friend who it was working for now same boat.

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